I have totally forgotten
What it’s like to wake up with the sun
Today I imagined what it would be like if humanity went nearly extinct and i was one of the 5 to 10 people still alive. I felt ecstatic but also horrified - i dont remember which feeling came first
chain-smoking, coffee and procrastination = an a+ paper
my personality is in a love-hate relationship with itself.
it is as if my mind is trying to run away somewhere, it can't sit still. yet at the same time it seems that my mind wants not to be anywhere at all. maybe the two of its desires are the same one. but how can i concentrate like this?
sometimes i decide that i am not gonna sleep that night. the only problem is that there is nothing to do anyway. oh, and nothing changes. but still, i am not going to sleep tonight.